to congratulate you

hi, congratulations for your seminar..
i am extremely happy to hear that it was a total success :)
though i cant be there, i just can give all my prayers to you, and you know you will always be in my prayers..

this may mean nothing to you, comparing to all of your friends who came there for you.. helping you, cheering you up, taking pictures of you.. they must be very happy and proud to be there.. i wish i could hahaha

i know im no longer your number one (eventhough im still wishing to be hehe :p)
but it's okay.. i can understand.. i might not as important as i used to be in your life, but you will always be in mine, and i'll be very very happy to be told by you about your progress.. im always waiting for anything from you (if you want, of course.. hehe :p)

i know i can be considered as useless for being only such a kind of shadow for you.. hahaha but i hope you can understand that i really mean everything i do for you.. at least to substitute my absence there.
i'll try to understand that i am abandoned, neglected, or somewhat else, because im just a shadow of nothing, right? 
i'll try to understand that my name won't be written down as somebody who helped you, because i didn't really and physically helped you, right?
hahahahaha okay im sorry, i just dont know what i wrote about, well i just want to congratulate you..

CONGRATULATIONS, I'M PROUD OF YOU! :)