Saturday, December 31, 2011

that's all, 2011.. that's all

wow, baru nyadar kalo udah lama ga update blog.. hehe udh ada sebulanan ya..
alhamdulillah hari ini lagi mood nulis, pas di malem tahun baru 2012 :)

well, udah beberapa hari ini saya semacam merenungi tahun 2011 saya.. and i think this is the hardest year of my life.
i've been fighting for hard times so many times, feeling abondoned, loved, ignored, sooo many things i just cant explain..
di twitter, di tivi, di koran, obrolan temen2.. semuanya lagi sering2nya mereview tahun 2011.
entah kenapa saya sama sekali ngga pengen, bahakan cenderung menghindari mereview tahun 2011 saya, which is considered as my biggest fail, embarassing year, and a super duper tough year for me.. a year i've never been expected before.
tapi setelah dipikir2, karena ngga tau mau berbagi sama siapa lagi, akhirnya saya memutuskan untuk nulis aja, entah review atau bukan ini namanya, but i need a kind of self-talk and self-discussion about this new-year-thing.