Summer Finn

hi..
im not in the mood to write..
but i feel really bad. i think really deeply. i have a lot of things i need to write , to share, and to tell.
just don't know how utter this.
i don't want to hurt somebody else's heart.
i don't want to put myself in sorrow either.

i want to blame (500) Days of Summer but i know it makes no sense.
at first, i hated Summer Finn to be that sucks to Tom Hansen.
but now i know how it feels like when i found myself in this situation.
i wish i could be like Summer.
easily say things she wanted to say.
but i couldn't..
considerations, excuses, comparisons, many things.......

there's AGE in MARRIAGE

jadi tadi di kantor tuh ceritanya lagi bahas nikah dan jodoh gitu. dengan 2 pria, yg satu galau mau nikah, yg satu galau belum dapat jodoh.
terus, saya, sebagai satu2nya wanita sekaligus yang termuda, cuma bisa ketawa dan memberi pendapat ala kadarnya sambil mbatin, "do i really have to be that galau when i'm on their age?" and "seriously, marriage already? i thought i'm still 12".
yaa, you'll never realize how grown up, how old or how mature you are until you see what the people ask you to discuss about *menerawang*

a gratitude to June on a July

hi, its july already!
lumayan lama juga ya saya ngga nulis banyak lagi disini hihi
maklum, ada beberapa hal baru yang terjadi selama juni yang pastinya nambah kesibukan hehe

saya mau sedikit mengucapkan terimakasih, syukur, kegembiraan, dan semacamnya sama bulan Juni kemaren.
kenapa?
karena bulan Juni kemarin, Tuhan begitu baik sama saya buat mengabulkan keinginan-keinginan saya.
Tuhan juga begitu baik memberi saya kesempatan yang mungkin ngga akan saya dapatkan kalo ngga ada orang baik yang mengamanahkan hal baik itu kepada saya.
it was reeeeally awesome! im really really happy that an alhamdulillah wouldn't pay enough for them.
i started to think that last June was the best month in my life so far :')