Summer Finn

hi..
im not in the mood to write..
but i feel really bad. i think really deeply. i have a lot of things i need to write , to share, and to tell.
just don't know how utter this.
i don't want to hurt somebody else's heart.
i don't want to put myself in sorrow either.

i want to blame (500) Days of Summer but i know it makes no sense.
at first, i hated Summer Finn to be that sucks to Tom Hansen.
but now i know how it feels like when i found myself in this situation.
i wish i could be like Summer.
easily say things she wanted to say.
but i couldn't..
considerations, excuses, comparisons, many things.......